So today I found out my Mother passed away last Oct. The reason I didn't know at the time is because we didn't keep in contact. She was a drug and alcohol addict for the past 30 years and didn't raise me. But we kept in touch my whole life. She always called on my birthday and wrote letters. But in the last few years she became really mentally unstable. I don't think she even understood who she was anymore or what she wanted for herself. She gave birth to 4 children, me included. I don't know what to say. My heart is definitely broken.. and I am saddened she died without me there. But I don't think I could have handled that. I pray she was at peace when she passed. I will miss her and will hold onto the good memories I do have of her.
I love you mommy...04/07/1958-10/26/2008
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
OMG its been so long
Well Isabella is almost 14 months old. Or she will be on the 6th. Its been a really wild year. She isn't walking yet but she is crawling, still scooting.
Recently we started her on that "Your Baby Can Read" program and she is doing so wonderful on it. It is so educational for her and she doesn't even know it. She gets a kick out of reading the books and doing the flash cards. My baby. So smart
Shawn is 13 now and the teenage adolescence has begun. I now know what they meant by telling me when I have children I will understand. I understand. Now I have to learn a whole new form of parenting that won't turn me gray,lol. He is a good boy though. He means well. But he sure does know how to push my buttons.
Recently this week I cut my foot on my son's scooter as I was coming down the stairs. Can you say OUCH. I ended up at the emergency room for 3 hours and had to get 8 stitches. So needless to say I am off my feet for a week.
I also started my own AVON business. I love it. I didn't think I would but its great. I love the products and giving them to to the customers. It makes me feel like I am in the working world again. Plus its a great way for me to get used to having a business for myself. Especially since I plan to be a freelance photographer when I am finished with school.
That leads me to say that I will be starting the Art Institute in July for 4 years. That means I will be 36 by the time I am done. But that's alright. Well, I am honestly falling asleep from the pain meds. I will try to post again for next month. With you all well and Thank you for taking your time to read.
Recently we started her on that "Your Baby Can Read" program and she is doing so wonderful on it. It is so educational for her and she doesn't even know it. She gets a kick out of reading the books and doing the flash cards. My baby. So smart
Shawn is 13 now and the teenage adolescence has begun. I now know what they meant by telling me when I have children I will understand. I understand. Now I have to learn a whole new form of parenting that won't turn me gray,lol. He is a good boy though. He means well. But he sure does know how to push my buttons.
Recently this week I cut my foot on my son's scooter as I was coming down the stairs. Can you say OUCH. I ended up at the emergency room for 3 hours and had to get 8 stitches. So needless to say I am off my feet for a week.
I also started my own AVON business. I love it. I didn't think I would but its great. I love the products and giving them to to the customers. It makes me feel like I am in the working world again. Plus its a great way for me to get used to having a business for myself. Especially since I plan to be a freelance photographer when I am finished with school.
That leads me to say that I will be starting the Art Institute in July for 4 years. That means I will be 36 by the time I am done. But that's alright. Well, I am honestly falling asleep from the pain meds. I will try to post again for next month. With you all well and Thank you for taking your time to read.
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